The Power of Brain

Salam...

Alhamdulillah.. This morning i managed to submit latest draft of Chapter 4..

These few days, i came to a stage of new feeling which is "not clever enough"... But, dont misjudge me.. I'm not saying that i am very the bery intelligent or clever before, but in other words, i felt there are some "blanks" here and there in me... Seriously, when i entered new phase in my life, i found so many new things.. I started to be blur on many things...

How to handle this..?

How to handle that........?

How to handle another thingy when the previous thingies is not yet ok....?

So many things rise inside me...

I admit now, when u grew older n older, u will now, what is life exactly meant.. Basically for me, i can say, it is about how to "control" your brain which guide to ur mentallity.. Mentallity will brought to final action.. Either the action is in the "correct" way or not.. The mental will decide.. Correct way is based on what...? Either religion rules, others rules or just "as long as u get the thing"... The decision is ours, so, we should full use of our brain...

Basically, this thing rise up in me when i required to put big effort during my thesis writing.. At the same time, i need to fulfill my responsibility as an asst. lecturer.. I felt huge down to earth when i discovered my english is berry poor... =(( Difficult to create new sentence and stuck in the middle of blur-ness...  Up to this stage, i think, the most critical part in doing thesis by research is writing process... Yes, i did published papers in few conferences and journals... But the aura in writing full thesis was totally different.... The pressure is everywhere and spoiled aura of delivering quality works..

That is why i stressed on brain matter previously... Since, only correct way of using brain can twist the -ve charge pressure to +ve charge energy...  so, it is a brain works to publish right or wrong output... and for me, sometimes, knowing others achievement from 1000 different difficulties might boost my spirit up... If there is a will, there will be a way...

Okla.. Enough for today... It just a reflect from real situation happen in me... What ever it is, i do hope i can control my brain to produce +ve oputput.. I do believe Allah gives things to me accordingly, suit with my strength to deal with... No worry cause Allah will always be by our side.... Put full trust on HIM... InsyAllah, we will find the way.....